Wednesday, November 30, 2005
I just sent her a email, telling her how I feel. I'm afraid. So many 'what if's. )= Does it hurts when you think of me? If she's gonna ask me that, I'd nod & say yes. I don't know. I just can't get over it. She has already moved on with life, with someone else. I ought to get my own life & live it. Gf did, & I guess I should. She has gone for so long & I'm still hanging here. )= Sigh,
Listen to Xu Jie Er's I Wanna Be With You, uber great. The hanyu pin yin lyrics, Here.
It cuts deep inside here when I think of you. < /3
I need someone to be here to wipe the tears, to hug me, to make me feel better. =\ Anyone? )=
What the fuck.
I'm home. I'm back (: Alright, shall talk about the trip. It's gonna be a damn long entry so, bear with me ok.
Day 1
The flight was great. Sat next to the window, with Rhys(nephew). Thoughts keep running in my mind. A almost-two hours flight, reached Bangkok around S'pore time 2plus((: Uncle Pin Nam(some uncle) came to fetch us to the hotel. Actually it's his driver. :D Put our bags in the room, off to MBK. The room weren't ready for us, so we went to shop first. Didn't really buy anything. Went back to the hotel to check if the room's ready. Dad & Pam went down to scold 'em 'cos they said it would be ready in a few hours. HAWHAWHAW. Dinner with my uncle's business client. Back to the hotel after that. There's a letter & some traditional Thai food on the table. The manager apologized to Dad & all. Ah crap la.
Day 2
Breakfast at the hotel's restaurant. The only food that interest me is, the congee & toasted bread. Rofl. BTSed(BTS is sorta like our LRT) down to Emporium. Their station name is so cute pls. Hahah. Anyway, shopped the entire day there. Bought a lot of things. Not as much as the trip in June this yr (: Had lunch at the foodcourt upstairs. I swear, it's a must try! the food there are yumyumyum delicious! :] Fried chicken rice, beef noodles, butter&sugar bread, peanut butter bread. Sh, shan't name anymore, it's making me hungry. Went back to the hotel around 6plus. Had dinner with my uncle's client's daughter at this famous restaurant. Loves it. UNCLE PIN NAM DRIVES A TOYOTA FORTUNATER!! I was like.. Dad, is that fortunater? =X & he nods. FREAK FREAK FREAK! I finally got the chance to ride on that car. Oh man, I love it so much. Dad says his Toyota Picnic is almost the same just that Fortunater is higher & the usage of patrol is more. Dinner, hotel (: I was already feeling homesick. I miss my elmo, I miss my comfy bed, I miss the computer, I miss my cell.
Day 3
Breakfast at the restaurant, again. Dad & I were getting sick of the food that but we can't do anything. 'Cos 9 people, breakfast buffet & it only cost you 2000baht, which is only S$80. =\ BTSed down to Central. Again, shopped a lot. Lunched at Coca! Oh man, I so heart Coca. It's my fav. Wanted to go to the temple nearby but both my aunt's feets couldn't carry them any further. Rest for awhile, walked back to Central to collect VAT refund, & our shopping bags. BTSed back, shopped at MBK. Dinner at the foodcourt upstairs. I didn't really eat but I had my jap crepe. :D Hotel after that.
Day 4
Last day, man. I was frikkin' happy, I'm coming home! Rofl. MBK again, this time I shopped like shit 'cos I couldn't decide what to get for 'em. Hah, got little gifts for them & all. Bought a white handbag for myself. (: Packed our bags. Aunt came in one, back in two. The same goes to my 6th aunt with my cousin. We came in one big, one small, back in two big one small bag. Rofl, damn hilarious. Dad keep saying my aunt, "buy la buy la. buy some more la. now cannot pack. come in one back in two. hmph, jialet ah you all" Dad's so silly, aunt came round to our romm & realised we're worse. Roflol. Sat at the cafe downstairs, waited for Uncle Pin Name & his driver. Flight was at S'pore time 7pm. Was at the airport at 4plus. Checked in, sat around. 6plus, they called for us & we went into the plane. I guess I ate something that didn't agree with me, I felt like puking. Right before it take off, I puked. =X All the way home, I kept puking. Half way through the flight, there was tuberlance(spell?) & it made me feel even worst. Landing was ok, I was hyper & all. Went back home, slept & the puking came back. You're the only one I thought of that day.
MY BLOODY SIM CARD DIED ON ME LAH. Singtel got me the wrong sim card so I couldn't use. Dad bought me to the doctor's yesterday, bought me home to rest & he went to deal with my sim card & all. Dinner was from Aunt's. Oh man, I gotta say I really love her a lot. :) Tuition, ill or whatever, whenever I'm home alone, she'd go through the trouble to make dinner for me. She knows if I ain't there, I'd either skip dinner or eat instant noodles.
Our room number.
The pool
The view from our room
The food they gave us. We didn't touch anything. Hahha!
Tvjunkies!
The band upstairs. They play great songs.
At the cafe.
Copy and paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out. Don't forget to tell them they've been SINGLED OUT!
ooh. tingshan singled me out!
1. You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
i'd wish for unlimited wishes :D
2. What animal would you be?
none, I rather be human.
3. Something you want to do in your life.
I don’t know, haven’t really thought about it yet. Probably have tons of fun, have lotsa love, -shrugs.
4. One time there were these Ninjas... (finish the statement):
& they started making out & speak in some stupid language.
5. One song you could listen to over and over again:
Currently, jay’s :D
6. Coke or Pepsi? coke.
7. Something you're looking forward to:
CHERYL & I’S OUTING :D
8. What's a "mastoid"? (Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary):
some pieces & parts of a computer? =X
9. One good deed you've done lately: none.
10. A funny Moment in your life:
like megan & tingshan, there are just too many for me to name (:
Shall single 5 more people out!
CHERYL LIM!
STEPH!
AMANDA DE SOUZA!
PEARLENE K!
CAROLINE!
The end! Ok, so many tags for the first time.
REPLIES TO TAGS <3
Amanda, I'm back & I miss you darl (:
ning, missed you too babe, we'll talk when you come online alright. :)
caroline, yayie I love you rol, I'm back!
PEARLENE.K, uh huh! (= babe, we'll talk soon!
kriss, aw (: I'm back! Missed you too (:
jer, Hey! (:
Steph, I'm back already! :D
Xue*, Sorry la, I'm sick so didn't update.
Natasha, Hahah, for the first time, Natasha your comment is longggg. Hahah, you're in your beautiful sleep now. :D
Michelle, I'm back (: Missed yall. <3>prunella, Hey babe, back in your blog yeh (:
Looking back on that day, last year.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
She love this & we're gonna buy it for her. :)
Feets :D
OOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Princess YipYipYip & Emma Watson!
Princess Jeanette, Princess YipYipYip & Emma Watson. :D
Princesses!
End!
I did not town with Qiaos & Nette. I towned with Princess Jeanette from France & Princess YipYipYip from Germany(Germ-many, heehee). I was Emma Watson for the day ;D ( I know I can't be like her la, whalau. =X No offence to EW's fans. )
Met 'em at Hougang MRT, trained down to Cine. Ate the jap food again!! :] Shopped around, walked to Heeren. Qiaolin bought strawberries coated with melted chocolate. Splendid! Super nice. I guess the 4bucks of just 3 strawberries (: Walked down to Taka. I was looking for the necklace I wanted & Qiaolin said she wanna find xmas cards. Walked around, saw Miss Yeo & Miss Lim. Shopped, saw William from superstar. Nette saw Silver from superstar. :) Ate venezia's ice-cream!! yumyum. :) Qiaolin suggested to go Far East. Walked all the way there. Saw YJ, Cecilia, SJ & Tricia on the way there. Bought my necklace like finally. Got the red one instead. I think I'm gonna get the black & white one. I just feel like havin' it. :D Qiaolin got her green shades! :D Uber nice, it's cool. Things started to go wrong when Qiaolin was thinking whether to get the shades. Nette started to think that she's the princess & all. Qiaolin, too, but not as bad. Nette wanted to get this formal blouse but she didn't bring enough cash so she's gonna get it when she has her cash with her. So I thought why not like we buy it for her birthday since it's like another week only. & I know she love the shirt a lot. Hahah, it's mixture of all kinds of green strips. Lovely. =DD Bought our drinks & walked back to the MRT startion. Saw Brian Wong & Patricia Mok on the way.
Then in the train, I was like.. "Do you know who I am anot?" They were like no & slang la! I went.. "I'm Emma Watson ok! Don't play play hor!" Hahah, & Nette claims that EW is her sister how can it be me blah blah blah. :) Trained down to Hougang, raced with YJ & Tricia. Sassy's working till 10pm tonight & I guess by now she should be knocking off. My poor girlie. Supposed to end work at 7pm. Ate shaker's fries at Mac's, trained back. Dinner, home, online.
I'm flying tmr morning, 9am's flight. I'm so gonna wake them up by calling. Hahah. So bad of me but aiks. I don't deny, I'll miss them. It's only four frikkin' days & I'm like.. Uh whatever. I'll be back on the 28th, night!
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Shoutouts!
CLIQUE, I'll miss yall, definately. :] I'll be back to be retarded with tall again. TEEHEE. Qiaos, don't forget about the chalet & thanks for yesterday & today. :) Nette, quit acting like a princess. But anyhow, I still love you! Sass, don't tire yourself out yeh? Must rest well k? Bestaye, come home soon. In whole & still retarded ah! :) Take care, I love you! Hugs all.
Cheryl Lim, we'll reminisce over coffee someday. Perhaps at your place? (: Don't think too much alright. Hugs u.
Kristle, thanks a lot & I love you honey. (: You've been really great. Thanks for comforting & stuff. I'll miss you alright.
Stephanie, darling, thanks a lot for everything. :) I love you ok? Don't think too much. I'l still be there yeh? My phone would be on but I wont reply till I'm back. Hahha. :) Take care k, love you (:
Eleonora, hey dude! Don't think too much. :) You'll be fine. Keep yourself busy & don't think about youknowwho. Ay, I'll miss talking to you! ;D Do take care!
Ning, Meg, Tingshan, Jerlene, Jolene & whoever from BS, I love yall, do take care alright! :)
Michelle, Anne & Adel, sorry about today. :\ I'll make it up to you three. I'll see yall after I'm back. I'll miss yall! (: Take care ok, love yall. Hugs!
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I'll reply the tags another time. I gotta run! <3
I'm starting to love Cheryl more each day. :D The daily morning convers. we have & all, it really taught me something & know a little more about Cheryl (: Aw, I love you la. :) CHERYL ROCK MY ENTIRE UNIVERSE :D We'll reminisce another time okay! Over coffee :D
I need to get my ass movin' in 5 minutes. Before I do, quick blog. :) Meeting Qiaos & Nette at Hougang MRT, gonna go bugis. Sassy's working & Bestaye's still in Thailand. I'm flying there tmr, she'll fly to China or Hongkong tmr. :) Eleonora's going Chinablack with her friends, Qiaos & Nette are going later too. :D Oh & the locker lady called me up this morning. I need to send her a cheque before I get my locker. YAYIE.
I'll reply the tags another time. (: For now, I gotta run! xD
I don't care. I'm just gonna pretend I no long give a fuck to you. 'Cos you're the cause of all these fissures.
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buddy, I miss you )=
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Grizel didn't come home yesterday 'cos she went to sleepover with my nephew. & I had the entire room to myself. =DD not much difference but aiks. She kept saying I'd miss her presense, I'd damn lonely & I'd look for her & ask her to come home. I told her staying over for a day ain't enough, stay longer. HAHAHA SO I CAN GO OUT EARLY TMR. But she said no. Aiks, she should stay tonight instead of yesterday. If not, I can go out early tmr. Stupid burden. =X
I just remembered I can't go Chinablack with Eleonora on thursday.'Cos I need to be at the airport by 9am. & yknow I'm that sorta pig who can't wake up early for nuts unless I want to. :D Hm, Friday's flight is at 11am.
Been finding pictures since this morning. :D ahah, I'm bored lah.
REPLIES!
CHERYLF, I LOVE HARRY POTTER LAH HOR :D
NATALIE, hey thanks!
PEARLENE.K, YAYIE bling bling! :D
QIAOLIN, I'll send them to you when you're online. Grey shirt? Huh?
JER, Oh I see. 15, same as me. (:
- : Picasa2 (:
NING, Hahah yayie! =DD The account still won't work! )=
The Early November // All We Ever Needed
Tonight I will sit next to you
To see if you act like we're through
To make you laugh is all I want
I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes
I love you. :)
Monday, November 21, 2005
Jermaine! Oh my love!
Clique (:
Sassy & I! :D
BestayeS :D LOVEE!
Qiaos & I. ((:
Nette & I. =DD
I love the program so much. :D It's so fun.
Whee! I can compile pictures without any problems.
I can do my polariod pictures too! :D:D:D
Okay, I'm off.
Comment (=
Watched Europe Music Awards yesterday. :D Akon won best male. Shakira won best female. I hate Robbie Williams & he keep appearing. Wahlau. His nice song with that video? The one with his arms swinging but actually he's not running? I think it's retarded but ok it's creative. Wtf lah I hate him. So old. -rolls eyes.
And then I woke up crying. I swear this heartache is killing me. Stupid enough, I went to look at the archives, cried even more. Fuck this. Thanks Pertrina, for the talk & all. (:
I just started listening to November's Chopin'. Love ballads! They're ohsolovely. :) Oh well. I love Coral Sea & Black Sweater. Whee! Picasa2 is so fun. Just downloaded it yesterday. Thanks Pearlene! <3>
I've got nothing much to blog about, I guess I'll just uh reply the comments lah.
REPLIES!
CHERYLF, Harry went to the ball with some indian girl. Hahaha, did you watch the show? It's nice! I wanna watch Just Like Heaven!
Xue*, Uh-huh uh-huh! She is she is! Some people claims that she is ugly I think she's fine. :)
Amanda, Hahah, I love you la manda! :D Yep, I will. You too! Don't worry yeh. rol's arranging as outing, I guess (:
PEARLENE, Hullo, I'll link you up (:
meg, Haha, they are cute together! :D Hee.
anonymous, I knew that I'm fair before you could just let me know. I don't need you to tell me. I'm fair & not ohmygawd F-A-I-R. What's wrong with being fair? (:
Natasha, nice right! :D you gotta love me a lot ok. I helped you with so much html stuff. HAHAHA!
ryl, hey you. (:
caroline, haha i will no worries yeh? I love talking to you lah. (:
jer, I think Cho Chang is fine! (: She's quite pretty & I mean, not ugly lah.
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The Calling // Our Lives
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
I used to love this song like madness. It's always on MTV. (: Oh well.
Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
There you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad, I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine.
Its the way we touch that sends me
Its a way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile you know I'd die for
Oh baby, your all I need.
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you,
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight?
(Repeat)
I love this song (:
Friday, November 18, 2005
Hm, hello. Towned with Sass, Nette, Qiaos & Serene yesterday. :) Met Sass & Nette at Compass Heights, trained down to Cityhall, walked to Suntec. Qiaos & Sass suggest we should go there 'cos it's the quietest & sorta like no one knows there's a cinema there, rofl. Bought the tickets for Harry Potter, had lunch at the food court, Qiaos & Serene came after awhile. WATCHING MOVIE WITH SERENE IS A BIG NO! You just wanna consider again. She's bloody irritating. The show was good, ignoring Serene's annoyance. :)
from the movie
I think they look cute together.
I like this, omg
Cho Chang.
Who says Cho Chang is ugly, I think she's fine. She's really pretty. AT LEAST she got the Eurasian look. -rolls eyes.
The show ended around 5plus 6. Walked back to the Cityhall train station, Serene went to Raffles to meet Shermin, we trained back to Compass, went to SKCC. Passed YJ some things & left. Went to meet daddy, the rest went back. (: Bought dinner home. Splendid day & my foot hurts. I walked in heels all day yesterday. It feels sorta like swelling. Ah heck.
No more dates with cherylS on the 20th, BOO )= The outing with Adel & gang has been pushed back to 24th, YAYIE. (= & I'm leaving on the 25th ((= Then I'll be back on the 28th. & I got art on 1st Dec, RAH!
I've changed my number. & I changed my phone. :D N7260. It's dad's. There's nothing I can choose from in the phone shop. Shall wait till there's new ones. Now the Poks, three of us got the same phone. =D WHEEEE!
Just very random. :)
COMMENT OK.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Yesterday was totally fuckedup but I'm fine now(: Thanks cherylS. Love you two. (: Went to school tday to check which class I go to next year. FOUR CHARITY'06 HERE I COME! :D Aw, I'm still in the same class as the five lovely retards. :D I love yall lah (: Lunched at Compass. Ate a lot tday. Maybe not them but me. -.- Dieded. )=
Okay, I'll blog another time, I'll link yall another time. :D
REPLIES!
CHERYLF, Jealous jealous?! I know you are!
nessa, hahah, got this wedsite where you type in your add & you'll know who link you. YES hang out soon I havent seen you in years.
nnats, I'll link you up another time okay (: I love you nnats!
sauyan, Okay! :D <3
nat, I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOX!
CHERYLLIM, We'll date out another time alright love? <3>
jer, TEEHEE I LOVE YOU JERRRRR :D
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Till I see your face again.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I GOT JAYCHOU'S NOVEMBER CHOPIN' ALREADY! =DD Happily strike it off my list. I keep typing 'alright' as 'already' -.-
I'm not looking forward to..
- 18th November, Bestaye's leaving for Bangkok, China & Hongkong.
- 28th November, sit yalread nbee a ryea, & i tcan msee ot tge uyo aoutt ym dmin, ytotall. rmajo nbreakdow.
- My starhub line to be cut off & I don't know when! I wanna use the new one, I wanna have colour-me-tones!
- 20th November, date with the CherylS. :D
- 23rd November, Sentosa with Qiaos & Adel's gang. :D
- 25th November, 11am's flight to Bangkok. :D
I'm at the edge of breaking down -- again.
I'm almost done with my new url & templete :D YAYIE. Nothing much to blog about actually. Hm. Shall see what friendster says today!
The Bottom Line
They're stubborn as a mule, but their dedication is something you can learn from.
In Detail
You're having a fine old time, and not even near ready to call it a day. You're probably running on just a few hours of sleep, too, but you'd never know it. You're excited, enthusiastic and feeling as if you've got a solid ten hours of snooze time under your belt. Good for you. Consider it a gift from the universe, and enjoy it in the company of some equally energetic company while it lasts.
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I don't get it. =\ Looking at natlim's photoalbum :D Whee! I'm tired but I refuse to go to bed, again. HEE.
DID I MENTION THAT I'M GOING BROKE!? OKAY I DIDN'T. I'M SO DEAD! THREE DIGIT COMING DOWN TO TWO THEN ONE THEN ZERO POINT SOMETHING SOMETHING THEN FINALLY ZERO POINT ZERO ZERO !! >):
Kwai's saving money for prom & christmas, so I asked her to save more & leave a little for the glynis organisation. :D CHEQUES ARE ACCEPTED!
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REPLIES!
Cheryl Lim, I love that song! Heaven by your side, it's damn lovely. :D Everytime's nice too. 5 more days till I see you! I love you cheryl dear(:
Jer, Hahah yeah! I'll try ta snap the house another time. :D
Natasha, You finally remember that Glynis is still alive & you miss her finally? :D I miss you too nat! hughug!
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everybody's got something they had to leave behind
one regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
there's no use looking back oh wondering
oh wondering
how it could be now oh might have been
oh might have been
oh this i know but still
i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be with you
somewhere in my memory i've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
there's no use looking back oh wondering
oh wondering
how it should be now oh might have been
oh might have been
oh this i know but still
i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be
you'll always be the dream that fills my head
yes you will say you will you know you will oh baby
you'll always be the one i know i'll never forget
there's no use looking back oh wondering
oh wondering
because love is a strange and funny thing
and funny thing
no matter how i try i try
i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be with you
a part of me will always be with you oooohhh
These words; from my heart
I love you. :)
Monday, November 14, 2005
I don't know where to start blogging from. Okay I remember now.
I did nothing much these two days. Dropped by aunt's place in the morning, chill there with cousins/nieces/nephew. Their new house is fucking nice. No more Lokam, but Songket(: My absolute love, the girlies'(nieces) room. It's the design, & it's spacious. If there's internet connection, a computer, a plasma(they don't have that bunky kinda tv anymore, all use plasma lah!) & a phone in there would make the room just perfect for me. :D Every room has it's own toilet. Aunt's room is like thrice of a normal HDB flat room. Her plasma tv is like 42inch wide! I like her closet room. The way she designed it in a way to hang her bags & all, another to keep her expensive shoes. Mom went it & saw 7 pair of Salvatore Ferragamo shoes. Fuck man, she's fucking rich. She got the new Osim massage chair. & it's hidden in their room. They used to have it the basement at Lokam.
Allan Ang Pong Tian's room is the attic. & the room is in black, part of is red. Not fair! Anyway, it's not down yet. Haha, he's the slowpoke one. Afterall the design is cool. It's more of a romantic kind for the two lovebirds. Sally Ang's room is simple(: Just right for a family of three.
The living room is kinda empty right now. No tv yet, SCV coming tday :D TEEHEE. Hm, I love the carpet. Godma gave hers to Aunt. & I love it! Qiaos love that carpet too I guess, she sat on it whenever we go to Godma's place. The chair! It's darn cute. Sorta like a massage chair. I'll snap & publish some time. Oh they got a lot of mirrors! :D The sofa is weird. The resting part for the back is short. & the part for sitting is long. It's very weird, I don't like. (I'm commenting as though it's my house.)
All in all, I love the house. I don't mind staying home all day with a comfy home like this. :D
I'll just summerise everything here. Heartland-ed on Saturday. I just got my new line yesterday. But yall still can reach me at the 9238 one. That singtel girl did something to it & I don't know what. :\ I got whole day free incoming! :D & 1000 free smses. YAYIE I'M SURE THAT IS ENOUGH(I hope so, cross fingers). Sakae-ed with Cousin, Sis & Nieces/Nephew yesterday afternoon.
The thoughts keep coming in, I don't know what that means.
I intend to put up a song lyrics page, for fun. :D I shall get the codes from Tingshan when she's back from NZ. :D Ning did up my new templete. It's red & it's about something stupid & it's my love, Shopping. Thanks Ning! For the effort & the time. :D I did LAURAA & Ning a icon, gonna do one for Tingshan :D I'm so nice! (shut up)
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REPLIES!
Cheryl, Heh you'll see me & my new dumb hair after your Os. I don't like it anymore. )=
Rachael, Hahah we'll talk soon! I sorta miss you lah! :D
Cheryl, OKAY OKAY HOW BOUT CHILLING!? Hahah, see what you did to my haloscan. -.-
Erika, HEE in your doddleboard babe!
I wanna get a new url, a new templete :D YAYIE
A1 // Heaven By Your Side*
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel
How can it be true?
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise
That I found my place in heaven by your side
You & me, Us.
The greatest story love has ever told. :)
I love you.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2152895828212859878&q=hung+up
Check this out. Hilarious. :D
Cheryl found it. (:
My hair is officially dyeddddd :D Like yay! Heh. It's like Black & Red, mixture lah :D Oh whee! I don't really love it but aiks. It's done. Oh & I actually sat a
Mom came, she dyed her hair too. Hers is red-der. xD After that, cabbed home. :) Sat around, waited for the time to past. Haha, walked down to compass, take 372 to the church. Cousin's damn funny. He ain't happy that we laugh at him 'cos he look uber cute! He thought we're laughing at him 'cos he has makeup on. & he looks like 'mei mei'! Her sister was like, I want meimei. Rofl!
The performance was good. The kids are really cute. There's this boy, he's damn handsome! & he got the David Beckham hair! Damn cute. I feel like I'm damn bian tai, I took a photo of him secretly. Sadly, it's the backview. )= I love his hair :D
When the song plays, for the other group, he sings along. Jump around. Sings damn loudly. Omg. Be my boyfriend please! (fa hua zhi) :D TEEHEE
Took 372 back after that (: ti sremind em os hmuc tabou rhe, 237. eth elov dan skisse ew emad ): i smis uyo.
Camwhored :D
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REPLIES!
NESSA, hey hons sorry ay I didn't know it was a private blog. :\
JER, hey hello (:
(: ANNE, steamboat, esplanade. :D & more camwhoring x) I love you gf. muahs.
VARRON, hey haha, thanks for commenting :)
I'm standing at the edge.
Swtichfoot // On Fire*
Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hateY
ou are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take
Friday, November 11, 2005
Dying my hair today, later!! :D I finished watching Little Bride. That movie, "My Little Little Bride", I watched it in SCV, I watched it again yesterday. Damn nice. Very funny. Zel wanna watch it too, 'cos she said the way I laugh like as though it's effing funny.
Hm, hear what Friendster have to say..
The Bottom Line
Weighing all the pros and cons is smart, but don't forget to listen to your gut.
In Detail
Younger folks and dear ones -- those you usually find to be great fun to hang around with -- may not be quite so much fun at the moment. In fact, you could become a bit more irritated with them than you usually do. If that happens, take a step back and look around. Sure, they may have a bit more energy than you'd like them to have at the moment, and they may be quite determined to have their way, but isn't that what being young is all about?
Hm, perhaps. Especially when family affairs are so chaotic now. =\ Mom hogged on the phone with Aunt Valerie for the longest time ever, an hour so I think. After dinner, Cousin came over with her & sorta talk to dad & mom. I guess things are cleared. Shrugs.
Did I mention Bestaye got her belly piercing already? Guess I haven't. On wednesday, thats is. She screamed at the top of her voice 'cos it's damn painful. HAHA! Every now & then she bends or whatever, it'd hurt. -shakes head. The stud is redddddddddd :D TEEHEE.
25th to Bangkok. :D I can't wait. Whee. S'posed ta have injection for the Avan(spell?) Flu? But 'cos we're not going anywhere cold(bkk's like friggin' HOT!) so we don't have to. The other time we inject was for Bird Flu. We went Aussie!! (shut up glynis)
REPLIES!
GINA, Linked! <3
CHERYLF, Hello tallie! I miss you truckloads too! :D Heh. We'll meet up real soon okay. =DD We will we will!
RYLRYLRYL, Hahah, I know.
Save Ferris // Mistaken*
There's no joy without the pain
It's the pain that makes us strong
But sometimes it's just so hard to carry on
When you said that you don't care
When you say that you'll be there
Well, I wonder just how did things go so wrong
With everything we've had(Oh please tell me)
And you know it's just so sad
But who's to blame?
This song is so rockin'! =DD
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Just online-shopped! Hole in a pocket. :D Heh. But I'm happy. Shall wait for the things to flyyyyyyyy here. :DD
Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BESTAYE!
:D
Secondly,
HAPPY ANNI BUDDY. :)
Come home soon, I miss you.
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I'm always at my highest when every month's 10th is approaching or on the day itself. Buddy know what is it, so do I. A year + 4 months ago, we met tday. :) I'm glad I met you. Life changed after you came in. You were always there, 24/7. Thanks for the past 16 months, buddy. You've been doing great, dear(: But.. where are you now? I feel as though I lost you or something. :\ I'm missing you so fucking much. Nothing changes - I love you the same, to the max, bits& pieces, still as much. as before.
CHERYL LIM/ XUE/ HAOPENGYOU/ QUEENIERYL
Cheer up alrights. She's not worth it. You'll fiond someone else better. God wants us to meet a few wrong ones before your Prince Charming appears (: Then will you appreciate her/him. (: We'll go part-tor after your Os. We'll date everyday. We'll go pl. :D We'll watch JLH & Emily Rose. :D Heh. Love you. Hugs!
NIQ, HURHUR (:
NING, HAHA THANKS!
CHERYL, =DD I love you cheryl cheryl cheryl! see above. :D
STEPH, In your blog!
RYL, In yours! <3
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
I don't know what I wanna blog about. I just feel like typing. I'm in the I-can-type-alot mood.
Doing some kinda icon for LAURAA(: in photoshop. YAYIE. I'm frikkin' bored. Ning's doing my new templete :D
I'm outta this place.
TATA <3
One pathetic comment. :
Towned with clique yesterday. (: Met Nette at Compass heights, then Bestaye. Sassy, being the Finally Fifteen girl, she's the late bird of the day. -.-" I was an early bird & I caught Nette as my worm. :D Sassy was late for half an hour(she ought to thank god we didn't said punishment the day before for late-coming). After that, took a train down to Cine.
Bestaye & I was uber hungry so we went to the jap restaurant in the basement to have our lunch. I haven't had that since my birthday. Heh. After that, went to take neos. Toilet-ed & saw Van with her gf! x) Wanted to watch movie but there ain't any. :\ I wanna watch In Her Shoes, Mapada Island of Fortunes, Just Like Heaven & The Exorcism of Emily Rose! x) We end up watching Home Sweet Home. Before that, Emy, HueySi with some girl & Christine came. Emy shares the same birthdate as Sass. :D So qiao. Yknow the show is fucking scary & in there it's so fucking cold. People around are minas & mud. :\ & they keep making fun of the chinese & the screaming people. Ugh.
I left the theatre around 5.10pm. Got dinner at home. :\ The whole entire family's in deep shit. Sigh fuck everything. Thursday, which is tomorrow. Meeting. not really a meeting but talk things out. RAH I DON'T WANT! Oh, I'm gonna get my new line tomorrow too. But I'll still be using the current one. I'll inform yall. :) Melissa from 987FM called me up to ask if I'm interested in the Radio Academy thingy. I feel so shitty, I just rejected & said no. :\ I want but haiya. )=
Actually it's clique without Qiaos & aiks, no space. :
Two more days to Jace's & Bestaye's birthday. 3weeks + 4 days more to Nette's birthday. Nette told us she's gonna have bbq around her place there. Then we all gonna have camp/chalet at her place. 3day 2night tour. :D 1month + 2weeks more to christmas! =DD I can't wait. Town is already decorated with Christmas things. :D
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
Nice song. :) Off I go now. Lunch with Mom & Dad later. Oh wheee! xD
-Ily!
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Firstly to SassyLMK, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
She's Finally Fifteen today. x) Out later. :D
I did blogged about yesterday. & I think I'm here to reply tags. Hahaha! Yeah correct. =\
Oh wait. I went to HAZEL(:'s blog & I found this quiz, about what birthdate means. :D Here's mine.
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.
Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.
When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.
It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.
Your strength: Your warm heart
Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions
Your power color: Black
Your power symbol: Musical note
Your power month: February
The italic ones are so true. Wellwell. x) I think BlogThings is so cool. So much quizzes. Heh, they keep me entertained. :D & my japanese name is Nozomi Ito. What crap. HAW.
I'm starting to dislike Nov, Dec & Jan. Yeah yall will probably go, why? Because of some shit lah. I'm trying to get over it. I will.
Walk till the end of the road, you'll still find me. =)
That's the birthday girlie. :D
I'm off to get dressed & wake that pig in her sty up. :) TATA <3
Keep commenting!
REPLIES!
TingShan, It's not call Holidays, YET. I still got school.... So dread! )=
HAZEL(:, Ohohohoh! I know now! :D Hahah you left the link =DD
Cheryl, In your blog. :D
CHERYLF, I miss you truckloads too. <3>
ning, Hahaha, my skin. Don't forget. I can't wait. I want a newwwww url. :D
VARRON ; It's all so random & somewhat boring. My days can't get any better. :\ Hahah. But anyway, thanks! Cheers mate! :D
(: Anne, No, hug the optician. 'Cos I'm gonna get it cheaperrrrrr than yours. Hahah! Anyway, you stopped wearing it isit? I don't see you wear it anymore. )= Your gift is with me. Come & collllllllect it. I love you girlie! :D
meg ; It is a school, my dear! Ang Mo Kio area. & you're back from the shopping spree! :D My turn to fly now. -carry all bags& smile widely
Welcome To My Life // Simple Plan*
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
Monday, November 07, 2005
I'm so bored & tired now. :\ Shall talk about tday! :D
School early this morning. Met Sass & LYJun at the bus stop. :D Did Mayflower's prelim paper. Maths is so hopeless. =\ After that went to compass. Wandered around 'cos it's only frikkin' 9am. None of the shops were opened lah. Walked to Mos, sat there & waited till around 10am, ate there. xD
Walked around. Sass suggested to go Hougang Mall. So trained down. She went to collect her contacts. I saw the RED/BLACK/WHITE frames that gf have! :D HAWHAWHAW. It's only uh 98 buckeroos. YAYIE. After that, off to buy bubble tea! YUMYUM :] Walked to the bus stop. Took 80 back home. & on the bus..
On that long bus ride home, I couldn't feel you.
When I look next to me, my shadow I see.
Where are you? Where is this beautiful guy?
Maybe in someone else's arms.
Come back to me, I need you.
When I'm the flower, you're like the sun.
Some sort of that. So retardedddddddd, i feel.
TATA!
Saturday, November 05, 2005
JAY'S NEW ALBUM IS OUT!!!FA RU XUE IS SO FUCKING GOOD!
:D
Cheryl Lim is going overseas. & Glynis Tan is not happy about it. Okay, she's going there to study & I think I should be happy for her. ): But I'll miss her. I'll miss her a lot more than usual. :\ RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Home the whole day. :) Imma' goody girlie! :D
Random post, off I go!
Fa Ru Xue's playing on repeat! <3
Go listen to it! :D
Keep the comments coming in babies!
Friday, November 04, 2005
Blogger is not screwed, it's just me. I went to click on the Edit Html tab instead of the Compose one. How dumb of me.
School today. Almost late. :\ Always like that lah. Passed the gift to Michelle today. Thanks dearie :D Maths was BLANK. I skipped two lessons that's why. :\ I'm so dead, I don't know how am I gonna catch up. Ugh Mrs Ong asked Sass to teach me. I doubt we'll have the time. & she gave us homework!!! Oh my tiannnnnnnnn. Transformation, I think. ARGHHHH
After that, went to RM with Sass, Qiaos & Michelle!! :D Ate Mac's breakfast at Long John's. Yumyum!! =DD Strikes 11am, Mich & Sass rushed to the counter to get the combo. I dislike LJS's breakfast. They were like damn hungry & the people in there took a long time to prepare their combo. Hahah, Mich was like WHY SO LONG!!! :D Sat there, talked & laughed a lot. Our SEX & WHAT THE FUCK conversation attracted the uncle with a kid opposite us. Hahah! Sass was like.. yall the SEX & WHAT THE FUCK not very loud what, the next table keep looking. :\ We had so much fun lah.
Walked back to school, toilet-ed. Mich went down to NP store for Sec1s campfire. The planning was really early, hur? Anyway, we took a bus to compass after that. Walked around. Went to look for shoeesssssss. Qiaos wanted to look for uh the other kind of shoes. Stick-on kind. She don't wanna wear shoe lace kind anymore. :] I looked like some geek, I carried two bloody files!! Hmph, bestaye's maths file was with me lah. Went to slack at compass heights. Talked about our EYECANDYs((: Heh. Then our crushes & loves(: Then our how-did-you-spend-your-last-occasion(like vday, xmas). FUN! Hahah, Sass's new friend's name is.. AUGUST(: & WEILIANG^ (the ^ represents higher tone) Her friends got weird name. & Weiliang's voice sound like some bung but it's a guy. He's 14 & Qiaos said that maybe because he havent break voice. Rofl!!
Home around 4plus. :D Online! I love talking to NingtheNinnyNimcompoop! Hahah, she's my #1 fan! Hahah & she's gonna make a fan listing icon for me! For being a fan, that is. Hahah, silly.
REPLIES!
NING! } Hahah I was really bored & no one talk to me! Hahah, AMANDA HUGANDKISS!? Hahha SO RETARDEDDDDDDDDD! Oh my.
JER! } I'm really bored that's why dearie!
KRISS! } Hahah obvious right! Hahah!
CAROLINE! } Hey carolllllll. :) I hope you're good. I miss you so many! xD
CHERYLFOO! } Hahah TALLIE! Don't think you very tall then can bully hor. I'll relink you soon! :D
CHERYLLio!} Heh I'll be going bangkok on 25th. I'll get the gifts there I think. KL got nothing much lah! :\ Heh. :D I miss talking to youuuuuu. I hardly see you online now ay? :\
I'm out! TATA!
Daniel Beddingfield // If Youre Not The One*
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
=D
I'm off to school for maths lesson.
So dreadful lah ):
I think blogger's screwed. ugh
Gonna pass ____'s gift to michelle later on.
Hopefully she doesn't go 'weird' :
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
glynis what the fuck are you doing!!
Okay I'm so contradicting. =
Alright bye for now.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Know what? I'm gonna do quizzzzzzessss again! :D I've got nothing to blog about, suddenly. Oh no, wait. I met Sass, Nette & Qiaos yesterday. :) Missed them hella lots. Talked a lil here & there. Bought the dye. I'm gonna have red hair! YAYIE! It's gonna be bad for my hair but aiks, I just wanna have fun. :D I think I'm falling sick. Sheesh. :\
QUIZES! HERE I COME!
| You Are an Emo Rocker! |
 That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. |
| Your Haloween Costume Should Be |
 |
Alright that's so lame.
| Popular Kid |
 In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that! |
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. Right.
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
Ohhhhhh. =O
| Your Musical Tastes Match: The Fab Five | ||||||||||
 Who the hell are they?
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